I once thought, hey you’re done working in a fun environment, there will be no other place this fun!
BIG MISTAKE, there is life and fun out here!!!
I’m looking forward to a year of lots of work, fun, excitement, challenges, participation, no ifs or buts…
I’m going to use and need my warrior and my mind of steel and heart of gold as I move into a new realm, as I help build something really big, that will affect positively many lives and will leave a legacy!!!
Ozz.
Ozz Feelings
I watch, as I go through life, in every corner I bump into people, collisions…
The greater the egos, the bigger the damage! I thought I had met illuminated people and found out their egos still trick them into losing their self respect and poise!
The beauty is that is makes us all the same, a tycoon in silicon valley, a fisherman in a little village somewhere, they both win and lose as they walk further or closer to their ‘pre-birth contracts’, their missions!
The further away the more pain they dive into, the mental anguish that makes people restless and resentful or creative and relentless depending on the direction they are taking in life!
I feel that! As I cowardly move away from my destiny, my place to be, I delay my process of giving what I must give…
My ego! RIght now I’m just learning to pull the veil that he disguises himself in and look at him not like at an enemy but like a little kid that distracts me from doing what I must.
Ozz Feelings
This road called life always brings surprises and the best of it are the hip-checks we get when we allow ourselves to be stuck momentarily while we cannot make up our minds to go left or right…
I’m living it right now! One side takes me to a well known road where I can do what I’ve always done, get the same results and stay comfortably away from being great!
On the other side I see a new path, new challenges and the fear of not being good enough!
I’m about to launch myself, at 46 years of age, into a whole new path, all over again…
I say all over as about 12 years ago I came to Canada, then did anything and everything to be afloat, went back to school and in a full circle I settled myself and stayed in a job in my old/new field for 4 years.
Now I plunge head first in what I found to be my real passion… I proved to myself I can be really good with IT infrastructure now I can test my skills on human infrastructure.
One way or the other, it sounds I’m on the road to discovery! Which means the right one…
Ozz.
Ozz Feelings